Diary, April 5, 2518

So, here I am, the winner of the hand to hand and the shooting test and yet its me going shopping. I am SO not a shopper. I can't believe they expect me to dress up like some high society ma tze just so that we can gwai some sah gwa out of something he stole from someone else. I'll be a monkey's uncle if it's going to work right. And I can't believe they made me go shopping with John for this?? Just because he's probably jing chai with a scalpel doesn't mean he's so jing chai at bartering. I swear he lost almost all of our money on the dress alone. And dont think I don't notice him staring at my legs! I can't imagine why he is though, since he all but called me street trash not fit for people of his class. Imagine, and the the buhn dahn couldn't figure out why I was insulted. He is so not good with women. I really thought he'd go for the short slinky white dress since he enjoyed staring at my legs so much though. Hmm, imagine that. He likes long and covered, guess to leave it up to the imagination. He's lucky he's so kuh ai, probably gets away with all sorts of social screwups that way. I guess I should count myself lucky, I only had to try on 4 dresses and 5 pairs of shoes. Rung tse fwo tzoo bao yu wuo muhn from anymore shopping sprees. On the up side, we may get to see Marcus to get some jewelry. I have kind of missed the little chai neow. I sure hope John doesn't think he's gotten off so easily. He is so going to pay for this humiliation. And he's such an easy mark, I almost feel sorry for him. Nah. *insert evil grin here* Still can't believe I'm doing all this just to get a ticket off this planet. Just another job to travel a bit further and see a few more things. I cannot believe the humiliation I put myself though. No pay for this one either, and no guarantee of a job afterwards. I better get that security job after this is over. I can't believe they chose Kiva for the action. She is so in a better position to prove she can handle a security job with that. Mr. moneybags better be worth this hastle!